Yesterday night some insects entered my room. That’s the sign I have that spring in some way is coming. Wind and the air are getting warmer. Night comes later than it used to. I also felt hot while sleeping. We are starting to leave the usage of sweaters and welcoming t-shirts again.
The first days of every season feels great and nostalgic. Maybe I feel more enthusiastic about it right now, but I’m sure I’ll miss the winter. Studying with warmer weather ain’t always that great. Maybe I need to get used to it again.
I’ve noticed that waking up earlier is getting much easier, and that’s another sign of spring. My friends and I are getting back to hike. I lost inspiration this winter, but now I’m willing to explore more my “music making” because I “feel like I’m having a great idea”. Many times that happens to me. Inspiration just flows through my fingers and then suddenly it begins to grow again from the ashes. Kind of a life cycle. Maybe entering this new season will mean a fresh start for my creative process. I hope it is, because I’m actually missing that awesome inspiration I used to have.
I had the energy to restart some projects I had the last spring, like going to the gym or doing more outdoors activities. I started dancing folklore in my town so that helps me perseverate. I’m learning how to be more patient with my learning curve. I’m trying to have a re-encounter with God this season, because I left Him a little bit alone this last months. Maybe cold weather made myself more cold too, and now the sun is making myself smile more.
I want to end this post with a tiny-little-prayer: In the name of the Father, of the Son and the Holy Spirit. Thank God for this whole day, you spent it with me. I almost forgot about you, but right now at late night You called. You have been around me, thanks for being my friend. Thanks for trusting me, I know that the studying session I should be having now (sorry about that) is the actual prove that you really trust me. It is not a job or something I should do only for me. It is the mission you gave me. I’m not expressing perfectly what I really trying to say, but You don’t need languages. Maybe You understand all languages, because you are a human being too.
I give to You my mental and physical fatigue now. Help the person who’s reading this find You today, and help me find You too. I want to go to mass sooner. I miss you Dad. Thanks for always take care of me, I know that that exam will end up following Your will. So I don’t need to worry about it ending anymore. Thanks again, Mary take care of me too. Amen.